Odd-ness... and my lack of ability to keep control of my hands.
Why is it always my first reaction to hit people when they do something that irritates me?
Okay, so... not everyone, mostly just the male species. Seriously though, I need to not do that so much. It's a stupid, childish, annoying reaction...
Right now I feel extremely strange. I just needed to write. Even though I feel as though I am completely neglecting My Kassia. She's visiting from down south, and I really have enjoyed having her around. She's my SCA "partner in crime" and just an awesome person. I didn't realize just how much I missed her until she arrived.
Last night we hit up Rumors, which is always fun. I got quite intoxicated- damn boy who has connections and bought me extremely strong drinks... (I will not mention the fact that I drank extremely quickly). Damn it. But it was still entertaining and joyous and I had a wonderful time.
Maybe it's because of the alcohol that I've felt odd all day, maybe it's just because I have a lot of thoughts that I can't focus... I don't know.
I think...
I think...
I'm all tense and I'm not sure how to let go of it.
I need to try and relax.
Okay, so... not everyone, mostly just the male species. Seriously though, I need to not do that so much. It's a stupid, childish, annoying reaction...
Right now I feel extremely strange. I just needed to write. Even though I feel as though I am completely neglecting My Kassia. She's visiting from down south, and I really have enjoyed having her around. She's my SCA "partner in crime" and just an awesome person. I didn't realize just how much I missed her until she arrived.
Last night we hit up Rumors, which is always fun. I got quite intoxicated- damn boy who has connections and bought me extremely strong drinks... (I will not mention the fact that I drank extremely quickly). Damn it. But it was still entertaining and joyous and I had a wonderful time.
Maybe it's because of the alcohol that I've felt odd all day, maybe it's just because I have a lot of thoughts that I can't focus... I don't know.
I think...
I think...
I'm all tense and I'm not sure how to let go of it.
I need to try and relax.