*sighs and looks at blank screen*

Apr 26, 2003 18:54

*pulls her laptop to her and lays on her stomach on her now empty bed*

he's gone...he's really gone..i..i...i....can't believe it. i woke up this morning..and there was noone next to me. i didn't think anything about it cuz he usually just gets up and leaves to go hang out with his old wrestling buddies. but when i walked downstairs..and into the kitchen..i saw it..a note...that read alecia, i'm sorry but i don't think this is working out. i'm leaving and you'll be getting all the papers soon. ohh and i'm taking dom and aaliyah, i'll sign over my rights to pheonix to you, although i would still love and like to be in her life...so she can know i still love her and all. anyway, for the last time i love you but not like i used to. Love, Rey.

*shakes head trying to restrain from crying again* i...i...i don't understand. i mean..how could he just sit there and say i love you with all my heart the night before and then BAM leave me a note saying hes gone and out of MY life but WANTS to stay in pheonix's. *wipes a single tear off her face* WHAT IN THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL MY BABY GIRL WHEN SHE ASKS ME ONE DAY WHERE HER DADDY IS AND WHY HE LEFT HER LIFE AND MINE?

i sooooo didn't want this to happen to her..this is like a repeat of what my childhood was like. *sighs as more tears fall down her already tear stained face* i can't do this...this all i've done ALL day cry..3 of the most important things in my life have just slipped through my fingers like grains of sand.

*stopes trying to keep the tears off her face as it is useless now and hears pheonix start crying. reads over it once more and pushes update and closes her laptop and goes and gets pheonix*
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