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so yah, today was interesting. now he doesn't know what he wants. he says he likes me but hes not sure of anything. tells me not to worry. good god, it just makes me mad that he just assumes i'm infatuated with him and want a relationship. i mean i don't know what i want, but nothing i've done would imply one way or the other. GAH i hate it when, no matter what i'm actually feeling, the other person just takes on the dominating role and immediatly i feel the lessor, and like NOTHING is in my goddamn boat. ARGGGG can't anything just go fucking right!? for once!?