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i dont know...i miss him as a friend, but i miss the fact that he told me he loved me
i miss believing he actually cared
to find out he could care less
what hurts the most i think is i told him how fucked up my past with guys has been. and what does he do?
fuck me over
like every other one
almost exactly the same way
but i thought he was genuine
just to find out he doesn't care what happens to me
it may be emo or whatever
but it hurts
but i might as well stop thinking about him. as he is so obviously not thinking about me
:/
in better news: i am determined to get myself out of the mess that is my life at the moment
...if mom cuts me a fucking break....bitch
i miss believing he actually cared
to find out he could care less
what hurts the most i think is i told him how fucked up my past with guys has been. and what does he do?
fuck me over
like every other one
almost exactly the same way
but i thought he was genuine
just to find out he doesn't care what happens to me
it may be emo or whatever
but it hurts
but i might as well stop thinking about him. as he is so obviously not thinking about me
:/
in better news: i am determined to get myself out of the mess that is my life at the moment
...if mom cuts me a fucking break....bitch