confessions of the world's greatest kamikaze pilot

May 04, 2005 04:35

Felicia. I think you need to fix my journal. It's looking plain.

Also, look, i just wanted to say thanks. you are putting up with a great deal of hypocrisy and criticism for things you cannot change. you hear so much drama and the bullshit i swore i would not involve you in (or myself). i'm leaving this saturday, and i'm wondering if you're happy about getting a break. not just from school, but from that friend of yours far away who takes you for granted, who keeps you a secret, who deliberately goes through a great deal to make you background noise; are you done with the picnic-weather friend with the finicky nature of a hurricane?

a moment of silence for the times when our conversations were just about music and writings. when you didn't have to go above and beyond your call of duty, taking arms against barbs from people whom you have never laid eyes on. one day i'll fix this, and make it up to you. good luck on your finals, doll, you'll pull through fine. i'll call before i leave for home. if your final does not work out in your favor, remember our motto: give it hell and take its kneecaps on the way down. ;)

--i've never lost a battle on shore / just drowned at sea a thousand times--
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