A necessary LiveJournal hack by scarlight for all to read.

Sep 20, 2010 14:00

Chelly is the most amazing person I have ever had the pleasure of letting into my life.

We became friends here on LiveJournal at random, over an old icon of mine that didn't even mean what she thought it did.  Despite the userpic that got her attention enough to add me not being the reference she had believed it was, and despite us spending far too long just idly sitting on each other's friends lists before we really started talking, that stupid icon I don't even have in my current batch of userpics has given me the greatest gift I could ever have recieved: the best friend I never thought I could ask for.

I'm honestly at a total loss for what I could have possibly ever done to deserve such a wonderful person to call my best friend, my roommate, my "sister."  And I do not truly believe that I even do deserve to be so lucky.  But I will not turn down something so amazing, nor will I take it for granted.  She may be a broken girl, as suggested by the Emilie Autumn avatar I have selected for this entry, but she is so strong and so beautiful at the same time, the latter also suggested by this icon.  She is a fighter, and I do believe that she will one day be able to crawl her way out of these rocks that so often burden her and say goodbye to life in that bottom.  She will one day be able to help so many people through her skills and her experiences.  God knows she takes such good care of me; I can only imagine what she'd be capable with a license and an office.

I broke into her journal today not only to show her how amazing she is, but also to show you.  I am sure there must be at least a few of you who may be new to reading this journal, and I just want to tell you that adding her was not a mistake.  It could even become one of the greatest things you have ever done.  This may sound ridiculous to you, but just wait.  It happened to me.  I am so fortunate and so grateful to be, and it's all thanks to the smallest of details.  I never could have dreamed it would turn out this way.  And I know every day of my life that I am so much better because it did, as a person as well as in terms of my mental health.

Captain, you are my everything, and I guarantee I am not the only one of this opinion.  You have changed my life, and continue to change my life every single day, for the better.  I don't know what I'd do without you.  You are an incredible human being.  I really don't know how else to phrase it.  I am sure there are better ways, but I am not sure the words for what I feel actually exist.  Suffice it to say, she is absolutely the brightest star in my sky, and that can never change.

So I suppose that's enough for now.  She just needs to know.  You just need to know, too, if you don't already.

Chelly is the greatest gift.  Spread the word.

Love always,
Julianna Belle.

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@ChellyChelly
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