Book's

[a_p_m_s_o_c]

I  love books. And book shopping for me normally ends with five new editions to my home library ( Yes I'm 14 years old and have a home library! ) But that's when i shop at one of the huge number of first hand bookstores in my town- that number is two. My aunt owns the only second hand bookstore in my town, witch means i get books for free and when I'm done with them i can either keep them or sell them back to the shop. Its a pretty good deal in my opinion, But when your Known as the freaky book girl for all your life and every one in your year at school seems to hate you for no reason, It make's me doubt the state of the world. I mean sure i have friends- and even a kinda boyfriend. But when your two best friends are a gay and a bi-sexual ( witch i am totally proud of ) it dosent help your social status. i feel like i really don't belong where i am. I like the wrong things- Comic books and super heroes, Punk-rock and skateboarding , I like reading peoples blogs and watching old si-fi tv with my dad,I like talking to strangers about random things and i like believing in the impossible, I like my Mom and my sisters and my brothers. I'm just different to all the people who think of me as the 'Freaky goth chick'. Just because i were a lot of black they assume i cut my self or do drugs and smoke and drink. They act like people who are different to them aren't people. They just make me wonder if you have to act like Them to be popular in my school then why be popular at all...

Anyway i guess i cut off my ranting hear tonight
DFTBA.
Aoife.