whats it to you?
i have a lot of random things to say...
im in a really bad mood right now.
hollywood heartbeat is playing tonight. im not going, as you would assume. i want a hh shirt.
i got 2 new outfits and im in love with them. kirsten got the bambi shirt and its gorgeous(gorgeous like ruben and nick say about alex.)
i wish liking people was as easy as liking clothes.
i want to see pulp fiction.
before mexico im actually going to lose some weight. im nervous because ive never intentionally lost weight. i guess everyone has one of those moments.
i took a nap and the last thing i remember was hearing "im calling your name, hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away". i woke up to that part too. i cried in my sleep. i think i let things get to me too easily.
i had a discussion with my parents and i realized if im not happy with things then change it. well thats not the first time ive realized this but i guess i just realized that i need to do things for what i think too not just everyone around me. well, this isnt the first time ive realized this either. im making things hard on myself.
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