Uuuuhhhh...

[a_nord]

I really can't elaborate, but things are calming down here a little.  which is nice.  I have come to terms with some things and realize that I can't fix everything.  And the biggest realization I have made is I am not responsible for everything, so it's not my place to clean up other people's messes.  No matter how much I want to help.

Sometimes I have to step back and let others step up.

Just know that my heart hurts with this decision... but it was made for me.