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wow where have I been. talk about serious updating to do. Hmmm I dont even know where to start.
* James poured his heart out to me the other night.
* I tried XTC for the first time two days ago
* I found 50 dollars on the ground in front of the corner store by my grandmothers house
* My feelings towards James cannot be defined
* School is just great, no drama and my teachers are awesome.
Lets start with James well... There was a party this past weekend that me and some friends attended. I had stepped outside to use the phone and who do i see walking up James. His eyes were wide open when he seen me. I could tell he was high just by looking at him but he still seemed happy to see me. Anyway he was like hey "boo" come walk with me to tone's car. I told the person i was talking to i would call them back and whatnot. So im walking with him to his boy car and he started listening to that new 36 mafia. In the process he was rolling up a blunt. So we just chilled in his friend's car and smoked. he was like im really feeling you and i always have. He said something like i just want to explore my options cuz i am looking for a girlfriend and i know your not going to sit around and wait for me but just know that i do still like you and i dont like how things are between us. because before i was ignoring him and shit. I mean i wouldnt even speak to him when i seen him around. Basically he was just saying how he felt about me and that he does see a future with him and he has madd love for me. I didnt really know what to make of the situation because we were both in there fried and i was trying to pay attention and shit but my mind was wandering else where...
XTC aka MDMA. what a drug. basically me chillan wit James and tryin X all happened in one night. So after me and James chilled in the car we parted our separate ways and i ran into my friend sasha. Sasha was like i got that for you. Like some weeks ago Sasha was talking about her experience with XTC and i told her how i was afraid to try it and she was like come on we can do it now and shit. But i told her know and that i needed to think about it. So anyway she seen me and was like i got that for you. I already knew what she was talking about so while i was still in a good mood i told her ok thats cool. We stepped off for a second she had some juice in her car and she split the pill with me. It was blue with a heart in the middle of it. I took it without any hesitation but at first i was thinking about throwin it up but then i was like fuck it lets just see how this experience is going to be like. So me and Sasha saw chanay outside of the party we were at and we rolled with her to her house. Chanay was telling nyggas to come to her house after the party. Once we got there we just chilled and like 30 mins later a couple people came through mostly dudes and we just smoked, cracked jokes and fell asleep in the living room. Basically the X just made me grind my teeth a lot and i was drinking madd water. But i was sleepy so i didnt really enjoy it. I couldnt even move from the couch. But the after affects for me was i didnt have an appetite and my tummy was hurting and i was still grinding my teeth a little bit. O yea and i slept like all day.
those are the main highlights of whats going on in my world.
* James poured his heart out to me the other night.
* I tried XTC for the first time two days ago
* I found 50 dollars on the ground in front of the corner store by my grandmothers house
* My feelings towards James cannot be defined
* School is just great, no drama and my teachers are awesome.
Lets start with James well... There was a party this past weekend that me and some friends attended. I had stepped outside to use the phone and who do i see walking up James. His eyes were wide open when he seen me. I could tell he was high just by looking at him but he still seemed happy to see me. Anyway he was like hey "boo" come walk with me to tone's car. I told the person i was talking to i would call them back and whatnot. So im walking with him to his boy car and he started listening to that new 36 mafia. In the process he was rolling up a blunt. So we just chilled in his friend's car and smoked. he was like im really feeling you and i always have. He said something like i just want to explore my options cuz i am looking for a girlfriend and i know your not going to sit around and wait for me but just know that i do still like you and i dont like how things are between us. because before i was ignoring him and shit. I mean i wouldnt even speak to him when i seen him around. Basically he was just saying how he felt about me and that he does see a future with him and he has madd love for me. I didnt really know what to make of the situation because we were both in there fried and i was trying to pay attention and shit but my mind was wandering else where...
XTC aka MDMA. what a drug. basically me chillan wit James and tryin X all happened in one night. So after me and James chilled in the car we parted our separate ways and i ran into my friend sasha. Sasha was like i got that for you. Like some weeks ago Sasha was talking about her experience with XTC and i told her how i was afraid to try it and she was like come on we can do it now and shit. But i told her know and that i needed to think about it. So anyway she seen me and was like i got that for you. I already knew what she was talking about so while i was still in a good mood i told her ok thats cool. We stepped off for a second she had some juice in her car and she split the pill with me. It was blue with a heart in the middle of it. I took it without any hesitation but at first i was thinking about throwin it up but then i was like fuck it lets just see how this experience is going to be like. So me and Sasha saw chanay outside of the party we were at and we rolled with her to her house. Chanay was telling nyggas to come to her house after the party. Once we got there we just chilled and like 30 mins later a couple people came through mostly dudes and we just smoked, cracked jokes and fell asleep in the living room. Basically the X just made me grind my teeth a lot and i was drinking madd water. But i was sleepy so i didnt really enjoy it. I couldnt even move from the couch. But the after affects for me was i didnt have an appetite and my tummy was hurting and i was still grinding my teeth a little bit. O yea and i slept like all day.
those are the main highlights of whats going on in my world.