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pull down the mirror.
and you. your name never made that list, it never will. what i have in mind for you, is much worse. i want to drag you down the road that you lead me onto. i want your flesh to grind against the debris and feel each callous.
i don't cover up when i'm with you. i want you to feel like you know me, like you see the truth. i smile when we interact. you grab letters from my tongue and form your own words. my sentences don't matter to you; you hear what you want. i allow this. i have given you the option to seek the truth, you can have it, but i know you won't take it. that makes this all easier. you reach in to press your lips against my own, but i back away. you agree with my decision, although disheartened. it gives you hope that i have changed; that i am more so now the girl you want. nothing has changed about me except instead of running from who i am and have become, i embrace it. i embrace ripping you apart. and i will. unrecognizable. you're so blind. could you really think that i ever loved you? that i "still" love you? that i'm "in" love with you? naive. i wish you could see this coming. it would make it even sweeter.
and you. your name never made that list, it never will. what i have in mind for you, is much worse. i want to drag you down the road that you lead me onto. i want your flesh to grind against the debris and feel each callous.
i don't cover up when i'm with you. i want you to feel like you know me, like you see the truth. i smile when we interact. you grab letters from my tongue and form your own words. my sentences don't matter to you; you hear what you want. i allow this. i have given you the option to seek the truth, you can have it, but i know you won't take it. that makes this all easier. you reach in to press your lips against my own, but i back away. you agree with my decision, although disheartened. it gives you hope that i have changed; that i am more so now the girl you want. nothing has changed about me except instead of running from who i am and have become, i embrace it. i embrace ripping you apart. and i will. unrecognizable. you're so blind. could you really think that i ever loved you? that i "still" love you? that i'm "in" love with you? naive. i wish you could see this coming. it would make it even sweeter.