Dream cars, dream houses....

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It's a funny sensation.

But one I'm second guessing.

Is it just infatuation?

Something new?

If so then why do those simple, yet oh so powerful, words almost roll off of my tongue and out of my mouth everytime I talk to you? See you?

But I refrain. It's too soon. Is it ever too soon?

I'm damaged. Broken. The past has changed me. I work to change back.

To who I once was. While still learning from the mistakes that were made.

I usually dive head first with full force.

But with you I hold back.

There's an argument being had in the background.

I want to tell you everything, while telling you nothing at all.

So I tell you nothing.