He taught me.....

[a_new_melody]

So he moved in with me
then
he moved out
were over
its all over
i broke his trust
and looked through his ipad
i found a nasty twitter
filled with celebrities and porn
and mallory....
and a craigslist ad
men seeking men, for head.
i didnt say anything until the next day
he pulled out his ipad
and the evidence was gone
he had to of erased it.
it wasn't me
he says it wasnt him
so who was it?
were over because....
I can't believe him, his denial
He won't admit the truth, he won't give me answers
He believes we can't be together even if he told the truth
I'm not sure but i still want to try.
I miss his touch and the sound of his voice and his laugh
Every second of every day since he left on April 3.
I wonder if he does too....
OH GOD....
It's only been 2 days and i still cant breathe.
I want him back I truly do but I don't even know what I would say to him.
Last time this happened we had a chance.
This time,
I'm not sure we do.
This time,
could really be the end.
I have to remember that everything happens for a reason
and this is all going to push me towards whatever comes next.
This may look like catastrophe now,
But I have to remember that it is
OPPORTUNITY....
He taught me that....
He taught me a lot....

I still love him....
Sara