Jan 12, 2005 18:27
i want to say sorry if i have been kinda snobby or w/e latly.. this week has been really hard for me & i've tried to cover it up as much as i can.. but sometimes i let it slip a little.. i noticed this week that -EVERYTHING- in my life has changed.. nothing is the same anymore.. the only friends that have stayed with me are courtney & christen.. i've been let down by people who i thought never would.. i've had to learn not to care so much & just let people be.. even tho thats rlly hard for me because i'm a caring kinda person? ha i don't feel like i have anyone right now.. i don't have any1 to talk to because most the time court isn't there & i just lost my guy best friend.. all i have is me & that suckkksss ...so please don't take it personal or anything if i don't talk to you..i don't mean to.. i haven't talked to my family much this week either.. i've just gone to school, do my work, come home, sleep till its time to eat dinner. go to bed.. & start all over again..
kyle hermansen is the koolest guy ever!! :-)
they ignore eachother&l00k other ways. .
buh B0TH knew deep down. .
it wasnt supposed to end this way
i`ve always known that chances are things you should always take ; what happens when there`s no happi ending? juss turns out that the chance you t00k turns out to be a (( mistake ))
because of Y0U i laugh a little HARDER
i cry a little LESS , & smile alot M0RE<3
you`ve got l[3]l choices in life
.. give up .. - .. give in .. or
[ . give it your all . ]
-´¨) No One can ever promise you
¸. that they w o n ' t hurt you
( Because it will happen at one point
`. or another ; but the real promise
) is if the time you spent together
¸.´ will be w o r t h all the pain
`.
(¸.*¨`» i n- t h e- e n d
"people say i've changed, but what they don't know is, i've just now decided its okay to be myself"
n0 mattEr h0w *haRd* lifE seEms
.. h a v E f a i t H i n U r d r E a m s
n0 mattEr h0w y0ur hEart is griEving
...... d 0 n t s t 0 p b E L i E v i n g
i hope everyone has a good rest of the day!!!
kyle you arree sooo gayyy* here is ur entry you have been dying to read lol i love ya! :-)