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whoo!
it's hotter than, well than most other places i've been, anyways.
speaking of which, I WANNA GO CAMPING, & in the desert yet…
yeah, i really need to get out in the boonies & sleep in a tent a coupla nights: do me good.
wow. when Eric started praying at Collage (an our-age group, mostly singles in their twenties somewheres, at the Vineyard), he started praying over me & a lotta amazing stuff just about being gaurded against satan's attacks, confusion, my need to be at peace inside. i have been fighting so hard, & he didn't necessarily know that, but God put these things in him to pray over & he started saying things like let go & oasis.
one thing that i feel i've really learned is that yes, it is so important that i go to the places & get involved with the people God leads me to, but i also know so well now from this experience that no matter where i am or who i am with or what they tell me or how they treat me, i will worship with my whole or half heart, i will give of all or none of my life, i will adore or take for granted what Jesus has done for me, i will seek or ignore the promptings of the Spirit within me, & i will be who i am before God regardless of who i fellowship with or how.
i remember that only recently i was still thinking things like how greatful i was to be at so-&-so, to be worshiping with such-&-such. but that don't matter. i am with God all the time, & he has been so good to me.
i don't need to fight so hard. the authority of Christ is powerful inside me, & God will never put me in more than i can bear.
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
it's hotter than, well than most other places i've been, anyways.
speaking of which, I WANNA GO CAMPING, & in the desert yet…
yeah, i really need to get out in the boonies & sleep in a tent a coupla nights: do me good.
wow. when Eric started praying at Collage (an our-age group, mostly singles in their twenties somewheres, at the Vineyard), he started praying over me & a lotta amazing stuff just about being gaurded against satan's attacks, confusion, my need to be at peace inside. i have been fighting so hard, & he didn't necessarily know that, but God put these things in him to pray over & he started saying things like let go & oasis.
one thing that i feel i've really learned is that yes, it is so important that i go to the places & get involved with the people God leads me to, but i also know so well now from this experience that no matter where i am or who i am with or what they tell me or how they treat me, i will worship with my whole or half heart, i will give of all or none of my life, i will adore or take for granted what Jesus has done for me, i will seek or ignore the promptings of the Spirit within me, & i will be who i am before God regardless of who i fellowship with or how.
i remember that only recently i was still thinking things like how greatful i was to be at so-&-so, to be worshiping with such-&-such. but that don't matter. i am with God all the time, & he has been so good to me.
i don't need to fight so hard. the authority of Christ is powerful inside me, & God will never put me in more than i can bear.
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."