Mar 10, 2005 14:24
I'm angry, really angry at the moment, everything is making me incredibly annoyed to the point where all I want to do is throw stuff (usually at people's heads)
Everything is pissing me off and I'm fed up with apologising all the fucking time, when it's not always me that starts stuff.
I resent the grey desolate waste that is the midlands with its complete lack of either being North or South and I'm sorry if such high brow humour about the size of a mans cock doesn't make my sides ache from laughter, but thats just me.
I have never been in a place where there are so many 'nice' people and I don't mean that as a compliment. I don't trust people who can be termed nice or find them particularly interesting, no-one is just nice, everyone has faults and unless you know what these are then nice pretty much can read fake. I truly hate the word nice, if someone called me nice I would be severely pissed off, I'm not nice, I'm miserable and misanthropic and the more people I get to know the less people I find to like and I imagine that's also less people that like me, unless of course they're nice.
How can someone act like a complete twat to someone and then they can still be nice to them? I don't know.
Nice is infuriating, it's not friendship, it's politeness and civility gone mad, as far as I can see nice is swallowing any ounce of contradictory opinion you might have to get along and prolong a nice atmosphere.
And if I have an argument with someone I will raise my voice as much as I fucking like and it doesn't make me any more stupid or the points I am making any less valid, it's just a very good indication of how annoyed and frustrated I am.