Hello my sweethearts,
So, here is my second meme. I was tagged by a girl on tumblr, but since I don't have one I'll be answering it here. Not sure why those questions ended up together, but it wasfun nonthelss. I ansered it last night, though, so bear with me and my shitty language.
1.) First thing you wash in the shower?
My hair. It’s more efficient this way: while my (horribly long) hair soaks, I can wash the rest.
2.) Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
Coffee. Without any doubt. I’m a coffee-addict beyond reason or hope.
3.) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Err…kiss as in peck, then yes, that was my sister. Kiss as in ‘kiss’ than probably not, that was when I’m drunk. (Drunk decisions of mine are always a bit doubtable … the only thing you should trust me when with when I’m really drunk is to make a fool out of myself.)
4.) Do you plan outfits?
Depends. On regular days at university not. For presentations sometimes (if I’m nervous and I want to feel comfortable). When I’m going out - yeah, definitely. With great pleasure, because I’m horrible at making decisions.
5.) How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Tired - it’s five minutes to midnight. Giddy - I’m reading a cheesy lovestory. Worried - I’ve got four presentations to prepare in four days and I doubt I’ll make it. What-the-hell - I’ve got four presentations to prepare in four days and I doubt I’ll make it but I’m still going to stay up till three to read a cheesy lovestory.
6.) Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
A soft blanket I’m cuddling with, because … it’s soft.
7.)What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
I’d stare. For at least five minutes or something to figure out who it is and how he died and why he is here and where the murderer is, and then I’d try to come up with three scenarios of what to do until I’d even lift a fucking finger or my eyes. I’m not one to scream, I’m not one to run. And I guess I’ve written to many cold-hearted characters to be able to react like a fridge.
8.) Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I remember walking through the english department of my university, searching quite desperately for an elevator. And whenever I found one where the bathrooms are in the real university, it was too crowded for me to get into it, and I ran off searching for a different one. (and as a bonus ‘weird’-point in that: Elevators frequently appear in my dreams in strange places)
9.) Three of your current feelings?
Isn’t that the same as question five? (Confused, still tired, a bit amused because of my dream)
10.) What are you craving right now?
Cherries. Fruits in general. God, now that I think of it, I’d kill for strawberries! Darn you!
11.) Turn ons?
Wit, humour, sarcasm, a decent taste in literature, and Edward Nortons smile. (Just to name a few. I’m not that picky….)
12.) Turn offs?
Bad humour. (No,it’s not funny to make jokes about disabled people or people of other races), and if I catch him picking his nose.
13.) What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
A picture of the cabbage patch in my hometown.
14.) When was the last time you cried? Why?
A few days ago. I felt lonely and damned and I was thinking too much about the world and stuff and … oh, I’m usually randomly depressed in winter, don’t mind me.
15.) If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
Oh damn. I don’t know many superheroes. What females are there? Wonderwoman, ... Batwoman? Nah... Catwoman? Yeah, sounds fine. I like cats. (But honestly, why superheroes?)
16.) Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
No. They never do.
17.) Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Licking, mostly, but I’m in a rush I might bite. (And now my mind adds perverted pictures here. Forget I said anything. I don’t eat ice cream, so there.)
18.) Favorite movie ever?
Oh oh… oh crap… .__. I’d say Fight Club if I didn’t want to say A Moment To Remember as well.
19.) Do you like yourself?
…sheesh. I don’t know. I’m okay, I guess? Not my best buddy, and sometimes I just want to hit me in the face, fair and square, but I’d say all in all and most of the time I’m fine.
20.) Have you ever met a celebrity?
No. And I don’t think I even want to. I want to listen to musicians and I want to watch actors in movies. Why would I want to meet anyone? The only group of people I’d guess I’d like to converse with would be authors - some of them - but even then I’d not give my finger for it.
21.) Could you handle being in the military?
Nah. I’d be destroyed.
22.) What are you listening to right now?
The whole music on my laptop on random. The track currently playing iiiis…”U + Ur Hand” by P!nk.
23.) How many countries have you visited?
Err…not counting my homecountry six or seven, not sure at the moment.
24.) Are your parents strict?
Horribly, yes.
25.) Would you go sky diving?
No, I’m not that suicidal, thankyouverymuch.
27.) Would you go out to eat with George- W. Bush?
As much as I’m into free food - no. One does not simply go out to eat with a brainless, evil, murdering and paranoid monkey.
28.) Whats on your mind right now?
My mind is a mess. A part is singing along to P!nk, a part is chuckling at those questions, a part is still worried over my presentations, another part is trying to organize what I’ve got to do tomorrow. In vain, might I add to that last part. The part that is singing is way to loud. My mind is an obnoxious little bitch.
29.) Is there anything you want to say to someone?
Sure, I’m talkative, I could make a list here of stuff I want to say to at least six to seven people. But it’s nothing big, if you’re aiming for confessions here. I’ll need to tell a friend of mine that I’ll be skipping lectures on Thursday, for example.
30.) Have you ever been in a castle?
Oh dear, yes. They’re everywhere here.
31.) Do you rent movies often?
I used to, before the shop closed down. Now I watch TV, watch online or just buy them if I’m really really in need of a good movie.
32.) Whats your zodiac sign?
Lion, in the western one. In Japanese I’m a monkey. I forgot what I’m in the Chinese one, or the Arabic one.
33.) Name five facts about yourself.
1) I love pokemon, I’m never gonna get tired of it. 2) I’m trying to read 50 books in a year. 3) I love movie-soundtracks to death. 4) My eyes are not definable in coulour. They change on a daily basis. Sometimes a bit greenish, sometimes grey, sometimes blue, and I was once told that they had the colour of steel. I don’t know why. Perhaps it’s linked to my mood? 5) I want to have two cats as soon as I’m having my first job and my own flat.
34.) Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
Nope, no interesting story there.
35.) Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
Sometimes, sometimes not. I beliebe in rebirth, and I believe that every action in this world will bear a consequence, I’m just not sure if it’s going to be in this life or the next. And destiny is something I don’t want to believe in, actually.
36.) Brown or white eggs?
Why would I care?
37.)Do you own something from Hot Topic?
…I don’t even know what that is.
38.) Ever been on a train?
On an almost daily basis since September 2011
39.)Ever been in love?
In retrospective, I doubt it. Though I might have thought different a year ago.
40.) If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
Yes. I don’t believe in those kinds of ghosts.
41.) If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
I don’t think that I know enough of anyone to be able to say that I’d like to be him or her. Of cause it’d be tempting to be one of the authors I admire, but actually I guess that I’m not even good at being me. I should work on that, rather, than try to be someone else.
42.) If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it?
That is a really entertaining question. I’m not sure. I don’t desire to grow old, at the moment, because I don’t think that our society allows aging in honour, but I don’t know how it’ll be like to be old. Being attractive would surely enhance the quality of my life in the way that it’d make my life a lot easier and I’m always one to rather choose a short but enjoyable moment than a long and hard time span. But perhaps easy isn’t actually always desirable. And perhaps being less attractive is just who I am. I don’t know anything about an old life or an attractive life, so I can’t make that decision. And knowing me and my indecisiveness, I’d probably not change anything.
43.) Whom do you admire and why?
Hard question. I admire many authors - Elizabeth George, George R. R. Martin, many many more - and I admire musicians. I admire many of my friends. I admire my younger sister. I admire even random strangers sometimes. I admire people for things they do and things they are. Mostly things that I don’t do and I’m not, but I’d like to do or be.
44.) What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
I don’t know for sure, but I loved “Peterchens Mondfahrt” extremely.
45.) You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
No clue. I’m dumb enough to try and be heroic, usually, but I’m extremely logical as well. I think I’d try to run in and get the baby. Though if it were to be in a drowning car or something, I wouldn’t. I know my limits and I have a certain sense of selfpreservation.
46.) If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
No. Even if they’d make bad decisions, ultimately even the bad decisions count. Definitly not.
47.) What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
A silvester evening chatting with my bestie. That was completely without any worries. I loved it.
48.)What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
At a birthdayparty of a guy I didn’t know, playing drinking games I didn’t know, drinking till I threw up from alcohol the first time in my life.
49.) As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
No. But I'd make pictures of it and afterwards call the police. Nobody just caries around his money in his suitcase.
50.) If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
Definitly. I wouldn’t necessary try to have intercourse with them, but I’d still hang out with them as much as before.
51.) In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
Russian Roulette, much? No, sorry. I don’t know anything about guns, I wouldn’t be able to tell which is loaded (if there is a way to know). And again - not that suicidal or greedy.
52.) Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
Not really, no and no. Not in the way they’re depicted in media anyway. Perhaps there used to be an illness in old Egypt which made people drink blood. And I know that there is an illness that makes people almost grow a fur. If that were to count, things would be different.
53.)If you could live forever, would you want to?
No. I’d get bored, I’d be annoyed at following generations, I’d be lonely and go suicidal anyway, so where is the point in that?
54.) Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
Uhhh… not sure. I used to think that the narrator of fight club has some views that are similar to mine, but I’m not as drastic as him. Or… wait. Is this about looks? Complicated stuff. Urgh.
55.) If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
Ancient Egypt, I guess. Though I’d love to visit the Sengoku Jidai or the Bakumatsu Jidai or… or Ancient Japan in general, too. The question isn’t really fair considering that I spent half of my time studying those old times.
56.) If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
No. Hell no. NO!
57.) If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
No. I don’t think that I know enough of the world or the economics. And I’m an idealist at heart. So, no. Not qualified.
58.) If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?
No. Doesn’t matter, really.
59.) Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?
I don’t want to life long. Wealth can be useful. I don’t know, I think we discussed this earlier. Beauty and wealth are the same, really.