i wish college wasn't such a big deal im sick of it already.

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im sick of newspaper,
no one asks serious questions,
and i don't feel like making up another corny one about the sats or something.
what am i supposed to ask myself?


im extremely happy that this semester is finally coming to an end.
im sick of the people i see on a daily basis
of the teachers
of the classes
of the lunched
and of the current after school activities.

i've been neglecting things and people lately,
not that it matters,
my words and actions don't seem to have any effect on the people who surround me.
except maybe annoyance.

i don't mind the fact that i can be pretty annoying, loud, obnoxious and bitchy.
i do mind that i have to be that way to get any sort of emotion from people.
it's like "im sorry your not grabbing my attention, so you don't exist"
i must be a pretty boring person.

i probably wont see the same people in school as much as i do now,
so i more than likely wont see them ever again after school.
well, it was nice knowing you anyway.

it be nice if i didn't have to be the person that made the phone call, or started the conversation.

im just getting sick of people, if you didn't catch that already.
im getting really sick of people.