Life
Life is just weird.
No one single thing. Nothing world shattering. Nothing that's gonna get me killed, I don't think.
Just weird.
I always thought of myself as having a few good friends, a long list of associates, and then the rest of the world.
Nicole, Tim, Jenny, J, John, Cody, Krystal, Leslie, Bryan, Matt, Matt, Dwayne, Andy, Jeri... definitely not complete... only includes the most important member of my family... but still, family is different, mostly.
I hardly ever use this thing for anything other than random posts... and i guess this counts as a random post... for the most part.
Those people are unique. They are special. They are the folks that, without even having to think about them, automatically come to mind as the people I'd die for. They are all so special to me if only because they often make me feel so special in some way. I think of every one of them as a good person, and each of them has something about them that I wish I had more of. More importantly, I hate the idea of even a single one of them suffering even for a moment if I could do something about it.
No, I'm not depressed or more than a simple bit melancholy. I just was looking at my friends list and thinking about a few of the folks when the idea crossed my mind about just how special these folks really are to me. I don't know if I have ever said it. I don't know if they ever knew it. I certainly don't know if they ever cared. But while I hope they would care, and I hope they have known it for a long time. Only I could ever be the one to say it. And here and now I am.
To each of the folks listed above, those who will likely see this pop up on their friends page and those who will never see it because you don't even know what LiveJournal is (that would be Cody), thank you for being one of "those" people. The ones who make my life worth living. The ones that make me realize that the Dream really is there, and it's worth fighting for.
No, I'm not drunk, I'm not suicidal, and I'm not going to disappear to a run down hut along the Amazon anytime soon.