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why must i fucking love someone who wants to marry another person?
my heart sunk down to my toes when i got that text today.
sometimes i think i'm destined to be unhappy.
and i was only with him for 2 years to tease me and show me
what i could have if i was a better person.
i dont know what to do with myself.
tears wont stop flowing every time i think about him and her being
together forever.
her saying the words "i do" when that's supposed to be ME!!
i feel so helpless.
so worthless.
maybe i don't deserve him.
yes, that must be it.
my heart sunk down to my toes when i got that text today.
sometimes i think i'm destined to be unhappy.
and i was only with him for 2 years to tease me and show me
what i could have if i was a better person.
i dont know what to do with myself.
tears wont stop flowing every time i think about him and her being
together forever.
her saying the words "i do" when that's supposed to be ME!!
i feel so helpless.
so worthless.
maybe i don't deserve him.
yes, that must be it.