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Alright guys, for those of you that i posted direct responses to...
really, it was only Jane and Lauren, but no matter.
There is no time to dance.
For every hour that we wait to move forward from here, my stomach ties another knot and my chest hurts a little more.
This shit really bothers me.
It fucking kills. period.
Point being, if you've read my general posts and then the ones to you, you know i'm being sincere. You should know the person i am in the first place.
You know i'm not neglectful.
you know i'm compassionate and considerate.
So now that you have raised kain over what you think of me and my life and living it, it shows to me that no matter my feelings of you being off on what you say and thinking that you don't understand me - you have complaints and concerns.
So me being the person i am, i vow responses to whatever call messages and posts you leave for me. It is important - it's right for me to be friendly and welcome you to a more appropriate and intimate venue to discuss these matters.
My general responses were very clear in plain English - I am not a neglectful, undependable, and unreliable non-friend to any of you. Don't ever say such things about me in such a way as you did ever again.
Try a little tact and friendliness. If you have a concern or worry or whatever about me, make it your priority to get ahold of me. If your concern isn't great enough to make sacrifices in order to reach me, then it's obviously not a big deal and that would be in your face proof that you don't care enough for me and thus, you dont think of me as your friend.
Now, i welcome all input from anyone that is around me in any way. And i offer all of myself outwardly. Notice, my journal has remained public ever since i started it. But the point is, if you don't think of me as your good friend and wouldn't make the sacrifices in order to get ahold of me to tell me some important concern of yours, then you have no fucking right at all to raise such a public hell of slander and feeling-disregard.
Again- plain, simple, clear, concise, English.
If you don't understand, there is no hope.
really, it was only Jane and Lauren, but no matter.
There is no time to dance.
For every hour that we wait to move forward from here, my stomach ties another knot and my chest hurts a little more.
This shit really bothers me.
It fucking kills. period.
Point being, if you've read my general posts and then the ones to you, you know i'm being sincere. You should know the person i am in the first place.
You know i'm not neglectful.
you know i'm compassionate and considerate.
So now that you have raised kain over what you think of me and my life and living it, it shows to me that no matter my feelings of you being off on what you say and thinking that you don't understand me - you have complaints and concerns.
So me being the person i am, i vow responses to whatever call messages and posts you leave for me. It is important - it's right for me to be friendly and welcome you to a more appropriate and intimate venue to discuss these matters.
My general responses were very clear in plain English - I am not a neglectful, undependable, and unreliable non-friend to any of you. Don't ever say such things about me in such a way as you did ever again.
Try a little tact and friendliness. If you have a concern or worry or whatever about me, make it your priority to get ahold of me. If your concern isn't great enough to make sacrifices in order to reach me, then it's obviously not a big deal and that would be in your face proof that you don't care enough for me and thus, you dont think of me as your friend.
Now, i welcome all input from anyone that is around me in any way. And i offer all of myself outwardly. Notice, my journal has remained public ever since i started it. But the point is, if you don't think of me as your good friend and wouldn't make the sacrifices in order to get ahold of me to tell me some important concern of yours, then you have no fucking right at all to raise such a public hell of slander and feeling-disregard.
Again- plain, simple, clear, concise, English.
If you don't understand, there is no hope.