Jan 04, 2009 20:16
has it really been a year since i blogged on myspace about how happy i was with life? and ive come full circle. hit some hard things and bounced back up. im still so relieved to be out of stephenville. and ive grasped some wonderful things. i have rachael again. ive lost some friendships, but that pales in compasion to what ive gained with her. shes just as i remember from childhood, caring, kind, compassionate. and i love cj as well. im also lucky in that while kim is so far away, i still feel like we are close. shes still wonderfully herself. i am lucky for the strong girlfriends that i have. how fiercely we care about each other. im in love with the woman andrea has become. still her quirky self, but very maternal. strong and full of grace. and my timid leah. such a sweet heart. i have the highest of hopes for this year. i know i have some challenges ahead of me, but it will all be worth it just to watch baby jack grow, and to spend time with lauren. i think i love her as much as i do her father. and how doug takes care of me. im full of simple pleasures today. quality time spent with doug and lauren. we had fun at six flags, and i cant wait to plan a vacation with them. how easily they include me into their family. i am so lucky. i want to dedicate this blog to my parents, who have always given me a good life. today is their anniversary.