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The of this school year is approaching, really can't wait for it. This year went by the quickest by far, but yet it's the first year that I grew so impatient of it so early.
Today was weird.
This girl I think I've mentioned before, Robyn who I'm friendly with and talk to in math but were not close.
She's pale and frail, generally unhealthy, weird, dull but an amazing person. She had a panic attck during math.
She sits in fromt of me and it was just a really weird thing to notice, she apparently feels the need to hide so she went under the desk for ten minutes till she was well enough to go to the clinic, I walked her thair. Felt kind of helpless asked her if she needed a drink, I think she said was just so I can as if I helped.
She's fine, it was a normal occurance for her. She's mentioned these to me. It was still odd to see.
Few other oddities today, just like weird looks and glances. This whole team co-op project we had to do in It in the iddle of the court yard in the heat which I can't even describe. Well I can but I'm not gunna.
Uhhh there were posotives too, like the day being somewhat relaxing, the over-all workload was low, my aunt and uncle were visiting NY, got to see them that was nice. Got to have a nice conversation with people. I'm pretty sure this one guy finds me attractive or endearing or whatever - if only out of desperation, but hey it's new to me.
ALso Melissa is making her confirmation Sunday - I'm her sponsor; I had to attend a meeting today with her, the same one I went to two years ago. Well the seats are assigned and I had to sit next to a sponser who happened to be my ex-ccd teacher guy. Had toal with the whole, haven't seen you around at church..... I won't go into my personal views a quarrels on my faith because it's too extensive and complicated, but I will say I don't go to my church often because I don't like the church, not that I don't like the faith of that church, I just don't like this particular church and it's preist, people ect. I feel more comfortable keeping the sabbath day holy from home.
Today was weird.
This girl I think I've mentioned before, Robyn who I'm friendly with and talk to in math but were not close.
She's pale and frail, generally unhealthy, weird, dull but an amazing person. She had a panic attck during math.
She sits in fromt of me and it was just a really weird thing to notice, she apparently feels the need to hide so she went under the desk for ten minutes till she was well enough to go to the clinic, I walked her thair. Felt kind of helpless asked her if she needed a drink, I think she said was just so I can as if I helped.
She's fine, it was a normal occurance for her. She's mentioned these to me. It was still odd to see.
Few other oddities today, just like weird looks and glances. This whole team co-op project we had to do in It in the iddle of the court yard in the heat which I can't even describe. Well I can but I'm not gunna.
Uhhh there were posotives too, like the day being somewhat relaxing, the over-all workload was low, my aunt and uncle were visiting NY, got to see them that was nice. Got to have a nice conversation with people. I'm pretty sure this one guy finds me attractive or endearing or whatever - if only out of desperation, but hey it's new to me.
ALso Melissa is making her confirmation Sunday - I'm her sponsor; I had to attend a meeting today with her, the same one I went to two years ago. Well the seats are assigned and I had to sit next to a sponser who happened to be my ex-ccd teacher guy. Had toal with the whole, haven't seen you around at church..... I won't go into my personal views a quarrels on my faith because it's too extensive and complicated, but I will say I don't go to my church often because I don't like the church, not that I don't like the faith of that church, I just don't like this particular church and it's preist, people ect. I feel more comfortable keeping the sabbath day holy from home.