WOW.......a word - i hate and love

[a_muse_mi]

so i got home from grace (practicum, bein a funkie-o "chapless".....[aka female version of a chaplain]) EARLY..like at 2 instead of like 5...and i was ALL PUMPED for extra time cuz i have to finish my SIS essay by tomorrow....so i was gonna do work during the day so i could SLEEP at night...no way![is that what ppl do when the sun goes down?!] BUT....i ate a snack. watched ellen. [ellen like straddled some dude today btw! then he did pushups w/ her on his back! mighty amusing]. fell asleep during dr. phil. checked my mail. angry email from prof of whom i did not inform of the horrible lateness of my paper. got scared. wrote a reply. prayed hard for mercy! THEN anners came home...and we talked. daily update type convo. the sun made us want ice cream. so we slipped into our flip flops and cruised on down to BDI, and walked across the murky waters while licking our sticky lips and reminisced about treeplanting hehe. all in all it t'was perfect. except. i STILL have to write a paper. *sigh* and i even have notes already from my presentation. i have to simply tie the words into sentences. but why is this so hard? yo no se. oh and the ice cream made me sick. that's the second reason why my life isn't perfect anymore. hehe. but i enjoy those fleeting moments where all seems well, and you think to yourself "being alive couldn't get much better than this!"

yup yup. so i'll leave it there on that "happy" note.

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say what you say
it'll be okay
or will it?
flip flop thursdays have come to stay

feel what you feel
does that make it real?
i'm not sure
that what i perceive
is any thing

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