#12

[a_muse_mi]

Logicality -
What were I to be if I wert and art only that of logic?
Would I be robotic? What would I be?
I would not be able to float on a breath of ecstasy, or
plunge through the edge of reason and wonder.
For I would simply see point A
and point B - the journey
but a memory
[not even] ...So,
I rise upon exhilaration; take hold of what I was made for;
step up to the challenge - the merry go round of life
is my choice.
But I chose to not only sit and stare
at the blurred incongruencies spinning ‘round me.
I chose to stand amidst it all and dare to
Change
Not it...but
Me
and how I see.

May blurred, bemused realities become
Clarity.
Swirling colors of emotion,
[a kaleidoscope of cotton candy miseries]
may now be my tear drops of joy...
My logical explanation for things gone wrong
no longer a facet of the uncertainty
Creator’s purpose the only explanation,
gratefulness overflowing:
Even my wrongs have been righted.
Arpeggiated purposeness will now permeate my life
and
power my ship.

I can say no more
because the rest is up to you...You
And that is the key...
The rest is up to You.

But I have to take the first step
and
Admit it
and
Let go...

and
Trust.