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Last night I spent a good two hours laying in my lawn with my dogs, and ee cummings by my side. I also had a pad of paper to write. I thought a lot about my life. I came to some great conclusions. I just feel like I found the key to 2nd Space. I'm traveling to those new levels.
Earlier in the day Katie and I went to Cafe Monet and each painted a coffee mug. Hers had stripes on it and I wrote her name for her. Mine was deep olive/moss green and in dark brown I wrote "dream is destiny" in a few different places, and a cool design I made up. It made me glad that not only when I pee, or change I see the message I live by, but now every time I drink my morning coffee.
I've been in a Queen-esque mood lately. Perhaps it started with Sean's mom giving me the realization that I feel like one sometimes, and others fall into it as well. I've just been feeling so on top of the world. And what I love most about that is I am alone. I am very alone, I go home alone, and go to sleep alone. I wake up alone, and love myself. It's a routine that I will more than likely get used to for a while. Until I meet him on campus. He will be distant, and I will be dancing on the sidewalk. He will have a book, and all mine will fall. I don't know.
I guess all I wanted to say is that I feel in love with my life, and myself, and everything that I feel and know is true. Do you? How has your life been lately? Do you feel happy, sad, neither? What are your thoughts about being in love with your life at this point?
dream is destiny--don't you forget it. (While you're remembering not to forget it, tell me what you think of it?)
<3LRA
Earlier in the day Katie and I went to Cafe Monet and each painted a coffee mug. Hers had stripes on it and I wrote her name for her. Mine was deep olive/moss green and in dark brown I wrote "dream is destiny" in a few different places, and a cool design I made up. It made me glad that not only when I pee, or change I see the message I live by, but now every time I drink my morning coffee.
I've been in a Queen-esque mood lately. Perhaps it started with Sean's mom giving me the realization that I feel like one sometimes, and others fall into it as well. I've just been feeling so on top of the world. And what I love most about that is I am alone. I am very alone, I go home alone, and go to sleep alone. I wake up alone, and love myself. It's a routine that I will more than likely get used to for a while. Until I meet him on campus. He will be distant, and I will be dancing on the sidewalk. He will have a book, and all mine will fall. I don't know.
I guess all I wanted to say is that I feel in love with my life, and myself, and everything that I feel and know is true. Do you? How has your life been lately? Do you feel happy, sad, neither? What are your thoughts about being in love with your life at this point?
dream is destiny--don't you forget it. (While you're remembering not to forget it, tell me what you think of it?)
<3LRA