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Uggh, I haven't updated in FOREVER. I think I'm going to move to my dad's house though. My brother ratted out on me to my mom about what I did last weekend (Malia's B-day Party, Bree's house). Fucking A man. I never would've done that. Bree, Rachael, and Haley were all supposed to stay after school on Friday, but Rachael said it probably wasn't going to work, and canceled. That's just really stupid if you ask me. It seems like to me that Rachael doesn't give a fucking shit about the problem between her, Haley, and Breeanne. Yeah, that really shows you want to figure it out. She just pisses me off sometimes. The way how she's all hatey hate hate towards me, and then all of a sudden cares. And how she says I'm trying to grow my hair Taylor's. Well fuck her. God damn...I'm worried about things between Haley and I. It seems like this whole thing is kinda breaking our friendship, and I really don't want that to happen. I just miss the way things used to be, about everything. How Haley and I were all good, things between Breeanne and I were all good, my mom wasn't as bitchy as she is now, I'm just sick of this. I need to figure out what I'm going to do about moving in with my dad. I really want to, but I don't know how or when or what I'm going to do about telling her. Something tells me I should just come up out of nowhere and tell her I want to move out, but something else is telling me I should time it...*sigh* I've been so stressed out lately. So much fucking school work, my mom being a bitch, the whole deal with Haley, Rachael, and Bree, little things between me and Bree, band concerts, guitar practice, uggh, I hate it...I just hope things get better...