ugh
i go back to bed for like 2 fucking hours and i have 7 missed calls. you people are fucking stalkers lately.
i think i've been awake today for a grand total of 3 hours, 2 of which were spent shitting or reading. this is probably the most productive break i've ever had, but i still can't wait for fucking winterim. the uselessness is already settling in.
haha sam. i actually called him back last night but i didn't leave a message, cuz hey guys, i'm me. whatever.
my fucking sister has the car and i'm supposed to be at gilda's gettin tipsy. guess not. but i'm gonna fucking show up even if it's at fucking midnight because i haven't seen any of them since june. fuck this shit.
i'm kind of annoyed. but that last entry is highlarious enough to more or less cancel out any negativeness for the next week or so.
and on that note: the way i see it, whatever dreams carolyn and i may share must be accomplished by one of us. it's my turn now. but in the future, carolyn will be a successful professor. and i'll be the girl who drank coffee and lives in a box now.
i think i've been awake today for a grand total of 3 hours, 2 of which were spent shitting or reading. this is probably the most productive break i've ever had, but i still can't wait for fucking winterim. the uselessness is already settling in.
haha sam. i actually called him back last night but i didn't leave a message, cuz hey guys, i'm me. whatever.
my fucking sister has the car and i'm supposed to be at gilda's gettin tipsy. guess not. but i'm gonna fucking show up even if it's at fucking midnight because i haven't seen any of them since june. fuck this shit.
i'm kind of annoyed. but that last entry is highlarious enough to more or less cancel out any negativeness for the next week or so.
and on that note: the way i see it, whatever dreams carolyn and i may share must be accomplished by one of us. it's my turn now. but in the future, carolyn will be a successful professor. and i'll be the girl who drank coffee and lives in a box now.