<3 florida gators and lessons learned <3
so all in all this weekend was amazing....despite amandas normal bullshit and drama...but that was very easliy overcome after realizing what kind of person she turned out to be....ironic.....yet so predictable...some people just dont understand how to be a good friend....but it all worked out for the better....for me atleast...im not the one whos a lying ass whore bag......
I went to Gville for the Vandy game.....it was amazing....besides the double OT.....but hey....we still won.....and thats alot more than another certain Florida team can say ::cough cough FSU:: of whom we will whoop up on on the 26th ;o) come prepared Gator Haters....yall will loose......back to my weekend....its the first time i have ever gone to Gville and didnt.....get plastered...make a fool of myself....makeout with a random frat boy...pass out in someones bed of whom i dont know....only to be followed by an hour drive home with an incredible hangover without having a shower.....i must say....gville is a totally different experience while sober....i liked it. its sad when power hour doesnt even come close to phasing you... i guess that means i need a break from drinking...i mean honestly...60 shots in an hour and im still walking in a straight line and keeping everything down? idk somethings wrong. so thats final....no more drinking.....'till next weekend of course <333333333 GO GATORS <33333333
so i found out....the guy that i was dating a while back....the one that i wrote about on here about only lasting a month and bla bla bla.....well we talked the other day...and i find out that the reason he stopped talking to me and why everything came to an abrupt and complete stop out of no where is b/c his mom was rushed to the hospital and put on life support...he's spent the past couple weeks up there with her...crying his little heart out.... i feel like super bitch after ripping into him after he did finally call me....but hey...what can you do? i wish i would have known what was going on....i might have taken it all easier.... shes better now.......and we're no longer on speaking terms..... i guess i shouldnt jump to assumptions....he was a good guy....
my little brother of 17 has a record....and hes only 17....its not much of one....besides "messing around" in a parking lot....and getting caught by the cops....and the cops calling my house....and then my parents excusing it...like its just a way of a teenage boys life....man oh man i know if i got caught doing some shit like that at 17...i wouldnt live to tell about it....its unreal how they treat him like hes 17 going on 25 and me like im still 14 going on 15.....oh yeah and he threw a chicken wing at someones car and broke the mirror....whats this world coming to...my little brother is a hellian.
thats about all i got for now........ and next weekend Orlando....with a TF.... <3
These words, fall from your mouth, and stab me in the back It should have never come to this Its too late, for your apologies They can't bring back all that you've taken from me Stripped of my pride, and left for dead This time is the last time I take this abuse I've found my place, and this place is far away from you How can you say, I'm at fault the one to blame is you Stripped of my pride, and left for dead I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you And what you've done to me And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you There's nothing I can do... This time is the last time I take this abuse I've found my place, and this place is far away from you I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you And what you've done to me And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you There's nothing I can do...