random thoughts.......who knows
what is this life we live about anyways? one is never satisfied, nor happy....idk sometimes its all so pointless.....get up, go to work, come home, go to bed....same damn thing every day of my life....im soo over it. i need something new, someone new, im tired of the same old shit, the same old routine......im wasting my life away...im almost 20 years old and this isnt the life i want to be living. ugghhhh ( if this phone rings one more damn time...i will quit this job) anyways... im to the point where i am done playing games with people...people you think you can trust, only to find out they were nothing but a fake who will twist shit around to make themselves look better....fuck people like that...be real or dont talk to me at all.......... i'm ready to meet that one person who is right for me...im ready to fall in love and it be REAL.....im tired of guys that only want to get in your pants...."hey nice to meet you...lets go to the other room" are there any out there that arent like that? im beginning to doubt it......expectations are a bitch....you're always let down and disappointed...always wanting something and getting something completely different...and realizing what you want will never come along...and that it will never ever happen...ugh life sucks....end of story. point blank....i want to be in love...life sucks when you're alone.