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Dec 04, 2004 12:11

dear all,
i just wanted to express my feelings on a certain subject. labeling. what the fuck is that all about anyway? who people think you are should not be based on what you wear, the music you listen to, or the people you hang out with. me, myself; i have never, not once, thought of my self as "punk" or "emo" or "preppy" or any of the universally known "labels" that people give themselves and others. i listen to what i like, i wear what i like, and i hang out with who i can have a good time with. period end blank. if you want to know who i am, come talk to me. if you have not once had a conversation with me that lasted less then an hour, you most likely dont know me at all; but i'll recap some things for ya:

im the girl, softspoken at first, waiting to feel comfortable enough to let you know who i am. im the girl who would rather spend time venting in her room alone, through writing or just thinking, then ranting and raving to some "friend" who probably doesnt care anyway. im the girl whos realized that in 2 years i will be out of this shit hole and starting a whole new life, so i get high and chill, rather then put up with people's bullshit. i love every single kind of music, yes, even country, cause i listen to music for the feeling it gives me, not to look cool for listening to a certain thing. i want to feel the music in my bones, not just in my ego. what i wear is what i wear, i dont think about it much, cause its just fashion, and fashion isnt even skin deep, like beauty, its only the surface area of you. i am a dreamer by nature, and i love it. my mind never stops and my thoughts never end, and if you take the time, you'll understand them as well as me. basically, im just trying to get by in monroe woodbury, and get out alive, and that is the end of this, and the start of my friends only journal. thanks for listening.
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