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i will do a proper update later, possibly tomorrow but i just needed to get this out and i didnt know where else to put it.
i dont know whats wrong, i dont feel right, yet...everything in my life is great. first i have a wonderful girlfriend and she means alot to me...i couldnt really ask for more, i have great friends, i have my health...well most of it, i go to a great school and my grades arnt that bad, im kinda low on money but again not -really- low, my family is strange but they're good to me...most of the time, my mind dispite its constant tendancies to forget stuff is actually quite good, and everything else you can think of. you name it, its going good for me. and this is apperently what i have been striving for all this time.
so what now. why am i not happy when i have everything i could ever ask for.
and the answer is after alot of thought, i am too used to things being complecated. so im just waiting for something bad to happen, its like a part of my life gone. well i think thats all for now, if i havnt been clear or you want to know more just leave comment and ill answer. good night everyone, and thank you. every single one of you means alot to me.
i dont know whats wrong, i dont feel right, yet...everything in my life is great. first i have a wonderful girlfriend and she means alot to me...i couldnt really ask for more, i have great friends, i have my health...well most of it, i go to a great school and my grades arnt that bad, im kinda low on money but again not -really- low, my family is strange but they're good to me...most of the time, my mind dispite its constant tendancies to forget stuff is actually quite good, and everything else you can think of. you name it, its going good for me. and this is apperently what i have been striving for all this time.
so what now. why am i not happy when i have everything i could ever ask for.
and the answer is after alot of thought, i am too used to things being complecated. so im just waiting for something bad to happen, its like a part of my life gone. well i think thats all for now, if i havnt been clear or you want to know more just leave comment and ill answer. good night everyone, and thank you. every single one of you means alot to me.