live once more, or die once more

[a_mans_grace]

i had a pretty bad dream last night.
i was in my house, and for some reason there were alot of people i didnt know but i didnt seem to care they were in my house. it was really warm and all the doors and windows were open. i soon find out there is someone awful in my house trying to kill me. so i checked my belt and found a double bladed knife and proceeded to find this person. once i found him (it was was a he) he ran and left me to chase him through my dark back yard. i ended up finding someone else who seemed to be on this guys side and chased him. he had wings. i pulled out my knife and opened one blade and tried to cut him down but he just blocked with his wings. when i finally found we were near my front door i got a shot in but as i put the knife in to him it cut my own hand and thumb almost right off. i then woke up and thought i had to go to the hospital because i was bleed, which i wasnt. yeah pretty fucked up. too many meds/lack of sleep. the dreams i remember, which are few, end up coming to reality in some way...
my day sucked
its getting worse
im being ignored/treated like shit
and the fighting is never stopping.