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Well myspace has taken over my soul and is now the social powerhosue of the internet. I haven't been up to much. The band is doing great minus a few minor kinks with our lead singer. I won't go into detail but he gets my blood boiled from time to time. That's life I guess. Work is the same. I can't believe I have almost worked there for a year. So much has changed but yet a lot is still the same. I look back and there are differences that I can't seem to shake. No matter how hard I try and resolve my own personal shit there are still other forces at work that try and fuck with me. Like, crossdressers or even frankenstein himself. Now I'm sure it sounds really mean and it's my own fault for the enemies I have made. But still ,I gave up trying ot dislike someone who I have never held a conversation with. So stop with all the toughguy gangster hardcore shit and move on. I don't care and you don't have any more reasons to sitll act strange when I'm around. The bitches are still crazy. They haven't been fucing around with my head for some itme but I look at a lot the ones around me and realize there isn't much purity left. It's all shit, and I'm starting ot believe that this is all what I'll have to choose from. There are some rays of hope but still, lets just say those kind of girls are not what I'm looking for and vice versa. There are two girls in paticular but I get used to the fact of being turned down quickly. One of them I'm trying ot form some sort of friendship with. I'll let you know where it goes. At all of htis I'm trying to get into shape for the summer and I have had a few reality checks in order to get to this. One being my close friends. THye are concerned and there are just some things I can't get over and they are starting to sink in. I have a routine scheduled and I'm starting ot look for gyms to work out in. We will see what happens. I have also made a pact with phi land joey not to cut my hair until next january. They to agreed to it. It was so wierd as how it happened. We were high. ..... Yeah so that just about wraps it up for that one haha. It will be good though .Lamb of god style. Oh hey I'll be seventeen this month. Crazy right? Another year of this and I'm legal. I'll be able to move out and in with Joey, Phil , Frank and Mario. The avadha house. haha. It's very possible it will happen too. Nah it will. We will record our shit right before lets out so the kids can get ready for the summer. We are going to play mad shows. And it's going to be fucking crazy. We already have five amazing songs and we are always using new ideas then your standard verse one verse two, chorus, bridge, and breakdown shit. I hope if you hear it you'll like it. The vocals need work but the music is incredible. I don't have any tabs written for any of the new shit haha. I'm kind of fucked but I have been keeping up playing by ear on the bass and the fellas haven't complained so far. I still smoke pot. I don't smoke the cigerettes though. Nor do I drink. Pot has been a good influence for me actually. I have no desire ot move onto other drugs and I do it about once a week. Summer is so close. I'm ready haha.