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i'm so sick. . . not the cold kind of sick. just sick. of everything. sick of caring way too much about him.
anyways; i went sledding today with jamie + taylor. =D it was fun, actually!!!!i nearly killed myself, well actually TAYLOR nearly killed ME. haha long story, and well i tried talking to thse amazing looking guys, well scratch that. I DID talk to these amazing look guys but i couldn't do it, cuz everytime i talked to them it just felt weird. about.. whats going on with me and anthony. so we talked and i went sledding with them and i snowboarded on one of the guys snowboard. and he gave me instructions on what to do<3 + he made me smile! haha. and then we went tubing, oh boy. all three of us on the same tube. lmao taylor on the bottom me in the middle and jamie ontop of me. NOT A GOOD IDEA. oh god. taylor couldn't breath, i couldn't breath, but jamie was fine, haha so we flipped over. and again we nearly killed ourselves. haha taylor flew right into me and for that second i thought i was gonna die. ahh but anyways, then about 2 hours later jamies mom picked us up and i came home. and yeah <3 that was my night. and it's 936 right now and i'm gonna wait another half n hour to talk to anthony, and if he doesn't come on then screw it. i give up. alright well i'm in the kinda mood where i'm so pissed off that i wanna fill out one of these stupid surveys. blah
taken from
shelovedaboy_
Firsts..
First break-up: Ryan <3 i still love that kid to death
First screen name: usaprincess102
First self purchased album: umm, i'm thinking backstreet boys.
First pets: my baby mickey! and guess what, we still have him =D
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: -
First true love: i'm thinking anthony
First enemy: and i'm thinking ..miranda from st pauls!
First musician you remember hearing in your house: meatloaf! and they effing rock.
Last..
Last car ride: coming home from sledding
Last kiss: monday (martin luther king day)
Last good cry: last night.
Last cigarette: -
Last library book checked out: eleanor roosevelt. hecks yeah. shes awesome.
Last movie seen: coach carter. haha oh boy.
Last food consumed: ummm chicken
Last crush: anthony. still crushing, actually
Last phone call: made? to jamie <33
Last time showered: 20 mins ago =D
Last shoes worn: these shitty boots.
Last item bought: ummm?i don't remember. probably a cd
Last disappointment: don't go there. fucking broken hearted/ ANTHONY
Last time wanting to die: a few mins ago, actually =D
Last time you swore: look above
Last shirt worn: this green tank. don't ask why
Last website visited: livejournal, duh!
Last thing you said: onlyakiissx: yeah why
MOuNtaINxDeWxMaN: jw ( to colin)
Last song you sang: "bouncing off the walls again" sugarcult
What...
What is in your cd player?: The Killers, yes still!
What color socks are you wearing?: i have slippers on
What's under your bed?: the boogeman!=O i can't wait for that movie to come out
What time did you wake up?: 930ish. blah
Future...
Where do you want to go?: either, nyc, cali, or DC
What is your career going to be? i really wanna be a teacher.
Where are you going to live?: in a house. biotch beat that
How many kids do you want?: if my future husband is gorgous, then more than 1<3
What kind of car(s): a garbage truck.
Current..
Current mood: pissed. YAY
Current music: "sic transit gloria" brand new
Current hair: down, drying
Current clothes: SH shirt + pajama pants
Current annoyance(s): this boy. and his name is. nevermind.
Current longing: umm? wanting to be with anthony
Current desktop picture: a collage of good charlotte.
Current favorite artist: artist?or band? band. good charlotte.
Current book(s): speak.
Current time: 948pm
Get To Know You..
Name: kelly
Age: lets not go there
Height: i'm thinking 5'4
Sign: virgo
Hair Color: dirty blonde. AND WANTING BLACK HIGHLIGHTS!!
Eye Color: blueish/green
Heritage: i'm polish?
Birthplace: buffalo
Parents Name: sandaaaaa LEE<3 mike. aka F.E.B haha joke .between me and my mother
Parents Together?: yes<3
Schooling..
Elementary School: st pauls <3
Middle School: sweet home
High School: sweet home
College: -
Favorite Elementary School Memory: MEETING TYREL. god i miss that kid!
Favorite Middle School Memory: meeting alot of new people, i guess
Love, Hate, Rejection..
Are you in love? yes. but not wanting to be
With Who? anthony. who would have guessed
If yes, are you sure it's love? mhm. i'm sure
If no, have you ever been in love? not before this. i know i wasn't supposed to answer that <3
What happened? NOTHING.
Have you ever been used?: probably, fag.
What happened and why?: dude, i don't know. god
Have you ever used someone? no. =D
What happened and why? kjfdfdskhfdskfdsk
Ever been dumped?: yes
Ever dumped?: yes
Worst hugger: umm. you
Best hugger: oh man. deff. ADAM!
Are you friends with any of your exes?: pretty much all of them, actually
Nicest romantic thing done for you:alright, valentines day last year colin met up with me at the movie theatre and he had a box of chocolate, in a heart contrainer and this stuffed animal dog that said i love you xoxo. and we had a party <33 =D
Play Favorites..
TV Show: degrassi, the real world. dedicate live, summerland
Movie: a walk to remember
Solo Artist: avril lavigne
Band/Group: good charlotte. umm i answered this biotcchhh
Soundtrack: i don't know. =D a walk to remember. i love switchfoot
Song: "mr. brighside" the killers
Color: black and purple
Slang Word: yo, i guess?
State: florida
Season: summer
Article of Clothing? hoodies
Sport to Watch: ssoccer
Sport to play: soccer
Animal: kittiens
Random..
What are you wearing?: wtf LOOK UP
What are you doing?: listening to music that makes me wanna cry. blah
Who do you want to spend your life with? MY MOM
One Silly Secret: i think. you're dumb. for asking that question
One Bad Habit: biting my nails / and my lip. ask anthony aobut that
One Bad Personality Trait: i tend to get jealous, over nothing. alot
One Good Personality Trait: i listen to friends when they need someone to talk to
One Natural Talent: being able to play soccer, i guess.
What do people not get about you: why i do stupid things that i do, which aren't really stupid if you knew me.
What do you need right now: anthony to go online; instaed of calling me (which he just did... and it wasn't a fun convo)
What do you have right now: a sad face on.
anyways; i went sledding today with jamie + taylor. =D it was fun, actually!!!!i nearly killed myself, well actually TAYLOR nearly killed ME. haha long story, and well i tried talking to thse amazing looking guys, well scratch that. I DID talk to these amazing look guys but i couldn't do it, cuz everytime i talked to them it just felt weird. about.. whats going on with me and anthony. so we talked and i went sledding with them and i snowboarded on one of the guys snowboard. and he gave me instructions on what to do<3 + he made me smile! haha. and then we went tubing, oh boy. all three of us on the same tube. lmao taylor on the bottom me in the middle and jamie ontop of me. NOT A GOOD IDEA. oh god. taylor couldn't breath, i couldn't breath, but jamie was fine, haha so we flipped over. and again we nearly killed ourselves. haha taylor flew right into me and for that second i thought i was gonna die. ahh but anyways, then about 2 hours later jamies mom picked us up and i came home. and yeah <3 that was my night. and it's 936 right now and i'm gonna wait another half n hour to talk to anthony, and if he doesn't come on then screw it. i give up. alright well i'm in the kinda mood where i'm so pissed off that i wanna fill out one of these stupid surveys. blah
taken from
shelovedaboy_
Firsts..
First break-up: Ryan <3 i still love that kid to death
First screen name: usaprincess102
First self purchased album: umm, i'm thinking backstreet boys.
First pets: my baby mickey! and guess what, we still have him =D
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: -
First true love: i'm thinking anthony
First enemy: and i'm thinking ..miranda from st pauls!
First musician you remember hearing in your house: meatloaf! and they effing rock.
Last..
Last car ride: coming home from sledding
Last kiss: monday (martin luther king day)
Last good cry: last night.
Last cigarette: -
Last library book checked out: eleanor roosevelt. hecks yeah. shes awesome.
Last movie seen: coach carter. haha oh boy.
Last food consumed: ummm chicken
Last crush: anthony. still crushing, actually
Last phone call: made? to jamie <33
Last time showered: 20 mins ago =D
Last shoes worn: these shitty boots.
Last item bought: ummm?i don't remember. probably a cd
Last disappointment: don't go there. fucking broken hearted/ ANTHONY
Last time wanting to die: a few mins ago, actually =D
Last time you swore: look above
Last shirt worn: this green tank. don't ask why
Last website visited: livejournal, duh!
Last thing you said: onlyakiissx: yeah why
MOuNtaINxDeWxMaN: jw ( to colin)
Last song you sang: "bouncing off the walls again" sugarcult
What...
What is in your cd player?: The Killers, yes still!
What color socks are you wearing?: i have slippers on
What's under your bed?: the boogeman!=O i can't wait for that movie to come out
What time did you wake up?: 930ish. blah
Future...
Where do you want to go?: either, nyc, cali, or DC
What is your career going to be? i really wanna be a teacher.
Where are you going to live?: in a house. biotch beat that
How many kids do you want?: if my future husband is gorgous, then more than 1<3
What kind of car(s): a garbage truck.
Current..
Current mood: pissed. YAY
Current music: "sic transit gloria" brand new
Current hair: down, drying
Current clothes: SH shirt + pajama pants
Current annoyance(s): this boy. and his name is. nevermind.
Current longing: umm? wanting to be with anthony
Current desktop picture: a collage of good charlotte.
Current favorite artist: artist?or band? band. good charlotte.
Current book(s): speak.
Current time: 948pm
Get To Know You..
Name: kelly
Age: lets not go there
Height: i'm thinking 5'4
Sign: virgo
Hair Color: dirty blonde. AND WANTING BLACK HIGHLIGHTS!!
Eye Color: blueish/green
Heritage: i'm polish?
Birthplace: buffalo
Parents Name: sandaaaaa LEE<3 mike. aka F.E.B haha joke .between me and my mother
Parents Together?: yes<3
Schooling..
Elementary School: st pauls <3
Middle School: sweet home
High School: sweet home
College: -
Favorite Elementary School Memory: MEETING TYREL. god i miss that kid!
Favorite Middle School Memory: meeting alot of new people, i guess
Love, Hate, Rejection..
Are you in love? yes. but not wanting to be
With Who? anthony. who would have guessed
If yes, are you sure it's love? mhm. i'm sure
If no, have you ever been in love? not before this. i know i wasn't supposed to answer that <3
What happened? NOTHING.
Have you ever been used?: probably, fag.
What happened and why?: dude, i don't know. god
Have you ever used someone? no. =D
What happened and why? kjfdfdskhfdskfdsk
Ever been dumped?: yes
Ever dumped?: yes
Worst hugger: umm. you
Best hugger: oh man. deff. ADAM!
Are you friends with any of your exes?: pretty much all of them, actually
Nicest romantic thing done for you:alright, valentines day last year colin met up with me at the movie theatre and he had a box of chocolate, in a heart contrainer and this stuffed animal dog that said i love you xoxo. and we had a party <33 =D
Play Favorites..
TV Show: degrassi, the real world. dedicate live, summerland
Movie: a walk to remember
Solo Artist: avril lavigne
Band/Group: good charlotte. umm i answered this biotcchhh
Soundtrack: i don't know. =D a walk to remember. i love switchfoot
Song: "mr. brighside" the killers
Color: black and purple
Slang Word: yo, i guess?
State: florida
Season: summer
Article of Clothing? hoodies
Sport to Watch: ssoccer
Sport to play: soccer
Animal: kittiens
Random..
What are you wearing?: wtf LOOK UP
What are you doing?: listening to music that makes me wanna cry. blah
Who do you want to spend your life with? MY MOM
One Silly Secret: i think. you're dumb. for asking that question
One Bad Habit: biting my nails / and my lip. ask anthony aobut that
One Bad Personality Trait: i tend to get jealous, over nothing. alot
One Good Personality Trait: i listen to friends when they need someone to talk to
One Natural Talent: being able to play soccer, i guess.
What do people not get about you: why i do stupid things that i do, which aren't really stupid if you knew me.
What do you need right now: anthony to go online; instaed of calling me (which he just did... and it wasn't a fun convo)
What do you have right now: a sad face on.