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i feel like this stupid girl
who falls for someone she doesn't even know
gets wrapped up in a memory
and doesn't know how to let go
(ps yea i wrote this its not a quote lol)
i dunno how else to say it...
i am stupid.
i met this guy
and i acted out of character
and i don't regret it
and it was FOREVER ago
but stupid me now we talk ALL THE TIME
and now he's all i think about
and i know he does not feel the same
and i am sick of feeling second best
and like i have "just friends" stamped across my forehead
i hate nights where i feel alone
and nights where i can't get him out of my head
i'm this girl who finds romance movies suddenly cheesy and unrealistic
i am someone i don't even know sometimes
i used to be this girl who gushed about how great love is
but now i realize how the hell would i know?
i've never actually been in love
or maybe if i have been it was never reciprocated so does it even count?
and officially i am annoying myself re-reading this...