Dec 29, 2008 00:33
Time. That's all that's gotten me this far, and truthfully its all i would ever wish for more of. All I really need is just a little more time. More time to work, think, reconsider, more time to just spend with ... I just need more time. I suppose the trick is to just figure things out sooner so you can maximize on the limited time that you're alloted.
In my backyard with Knisely and Adam over the past summer, we sat in my hammock, gently rocking back and forth with little clouds rising above our heads as we alternated smoking and musing on life.
Down by the beach earlier that night, as we stood knee deep in Long Island sound, arms interlocked, I looked up at the full moon and felt as if I had all the time in the world. I had forever in front of me. Endless opportunities to do whatever I wanted. But as I listened to them talk, laying there, swinging, and they recounted their experiences, I realized just how much time was already behind me, and how much of my time I had already wasted...
not really sure where I'm going with this, I'm too tired to consider. Always so tired lately. Even after a solid 13 hours all I want to do is sleep some more.
Home for nearly a month, starting to feel a little nostalgic...