In-laws...*sigh*
Okay, so for a while here lately, I have been staying at my in-law's house because our heat has ran out && I hate it here when we stay because it's so loud && the baby usually never gets to sleep until about 1 or 2 AM. Well, of course I am exhausted the morning after because I barely get any sleep. Well, this morning Ricky's grandma got up with the baby, so I was like, "Sweet, I can get some sleep." Well, I was listening in on what Ricky's grandma and grandpa were saying and pretending I was asleep. They were trash talking me to no end. They were saying things like, "She's neglecting him." and "How can she sleep when her baby is crying." and "She's good for nothing." It really pissed me off. If they didn't want to watch the baby then why did they wake up with him this morning and let me sleep in? I think they just did it to trash talk me because they like it. I really cannot stand it anymore. I feel unwelcome here. I am thinking about going back to my grandparent's house. I get no breaks there with the baby, but no one says anything bad about me. Ricky && I both are fed up with this shit. What kind of family talks bad about eachother when they're not around or "not listening"? No family of mine. Ugh! In-laws....