May 09, 2006 22:24
how old am i? 18 and a half. i'm not that old. i shouldn't have to make difficult descions or...psh. this is stupid. i only wish it was an understanding from both sides and it was the truth from both sides not the truth from one and a lie to make the other side feel better.
my lips are chapped and it makes me angry.
i went to work tonight because id ont' know how to say no when people ask me to do stuff for them
i need to write a scholarship essay thing but i always suck at making myself sound needy and i figured with past ones that they would care of all my activities and all that crap i do..but no. they only care about stupid people that ruined thier life or grew up and were raised by rats and had cockroaches eating at that feet and had kids way to early because they are sluts and cant keep the legs shut.
stupid.
i have so many emotions running through my head i don't even know.
all this talk about love make sme irritated.
i wish it would be the law that fat people had to wear clothes that fit them and din't show thier epidermeris.