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Basically what I said in the deleted post is that I'm sick of half-assed friends with benefits, guys that lead me on, and guys that act like I'm THEIR territory scaring off other potential guys and then don't follow through with shit. On the other end of that, I'm sick of sappy lonely guys who want to take me on dates, move way too fast when I don't know them, act like they'd be this perfect dad for aidan, and keep making obvious comments about liking me when a fucking blind deaf mute could gather that.
I basically am not happy with my current status of 'dating.' I do not want a boyfriend, I couldn't handle one. But jesus christ i can't deal with everything being the grey area. I think I'm just going to become uninterested in everyone, have only friends, do it to myself now and again (its usually better that way anyhow)AND BE MUCH MUCH HAPPIER WITH LIFE.
I basically am not happy with my current status of 'dating.' I do not want a boyfriend, I couldn't handle one. But jesus christ i can't deal with everything being the grey area. I think I'm just going to become uninterested in everyone, have only friends, do it to myself now and again (its usually better that way anyhow)AND BE MUCH MUCH HAPPIER WITH LIFE.