Confusion's Triumph Over Everyday Stable Mentality.
As days pass, my overwhelming lack of currency is building a great wall of depression in my life.. Separating me from any degree of true happiness that which i might otherwise accomplish. In an attempt to pave a road to quick cash, I passed a test to obtain an "Inexperienced Surface Miner's Card." Use the card, get a job, BAM! cash. However, a slight intervention of a third party (my mother) has added unwanted complications in my plans. Her constant bribery has clouded my thoughts and left me blind to the best decision. So far she has offered me $700.00 cash to NOT take any mining jobs that I may be offered. This is obviously a bad deal, for with the right position, i could be making this weekly. However, she has also offered to pay some on my phone bill and help out in some other area's where more financial support would be much appreciated. On top of this, when the fall semester starts, she has also offered to add more money to what she would already be giving me. I can not tell which of these paths will prove more fruitful in the long run. This constant confusion is the smoke in my lungs. Hopefully soon my mind will clear and I will discover the path which is best suited for my individual needs. Most importantly though, hopefully soon a hearty cash flow will find it's way to my doorway.