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Last night I had a date. It went well, her name is Carla, she is an ex marine. That was interesting. She is very much a military person. Very stiff, serious, and everything is black and white with her. And for all who know me, I'm all sorts of gray. But, it did go well. I'm curious to see what will happen here.
And now on to the boy...
Oh, the boy. God, I swear, every single night I dream about him. Its driving me absolutly insane. I miss him, and moving on is hard as fuck, because I know we're going to end up back together in a matter of time. Part of me hopes that Carla doesn't end up really liking me, because she isn't Chunk, and she never will be able to compete with him. Nobody will. Its shitty I know, but I cant help it.
I havent talked to him since Christmas, so its been 5 days. 5 days is way to long for me, I think I'll end up giving in and calling him tonight because I just cant take it. I just want to be back in his arms...
And now on to the boy...
Oh, the boy. God, I swear, every single night I dream about him. Its driving me absolutly insane. I miss him, and moving on is hard as fuck, because I know we're going to end up back together in a matter of time. Part of me hopes that Carla doesn't end up really liking me, because she isn't Chunk, and she never will be able to compete with him. Nobody will. Its shitty I know, but I cant help it.
I havent talked to him since Christmas, so its been 5 days. 5 days is way to long for me, I think I'll end up giving in and calling him tonight because I just cant take it. I just want to be back in his arms...