You're so cute when you're frustrated.

[a_long_farewell]

I think it's pretty amazing how some moment can really get your hopes up and then a few hours later that hope is nothing but what it started out being...sadness. "I've been trying to get in touch with youuu for the past month! Where have you been??" "I thought you didn't want to see me anymore. " "Noo way, i've been trying to get in touch with you. I promise." I got butterflies and was probably the happiest person ever for about an hour..until I realized it was bullshit again. I felt so good about myself, and now I am back feeling like shit. Why the fuck do people play games like this. Just tell the fucking truth...and don't lie right to my face? Bullshit. So I call because I stupidly think he wants to hang out and get the voicemail,as usual. I leave a message..and he doesn't call back like usual. Bullshit he's trying to get in touch with me. Just when I was forgetting who he was this happens and gets me aggravated. Ugh. Fuck boys and the games they play. I need a boy who is as hot as him but not such an asshole..I doubt that will happen since most perfect boys seem to like to fuck with peoples heads, especially mine.

I feel like my stomach is going to explode. ugh.