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I am so much wiser than I was. I am going to focus on myself more. I'm going to pamper myself and take care of myself. Tomorrow I am going to buy shampoo and conditioner that I enjoy..perfect perfume..moisturizer...new shavers..the works. I am going to get my eye brows waxed again and maybe even get a manicure and peticure. Maybe even some new tanks. Now that I think of it..I doubt that I can..considering I need to save my money for repaying my loans and for the bastards who are sueing me and my family hardcore when we are already strugggling for financial problems. Way to ruin my happy thoughts. Maybe i'll just settle on shampoo and conditioner. If I had a lot of money maybe I could actually buy stuff and look maybe even the the slightest bit prettier so that guys would find me attractive enough want more than a hookup. hate. I was looking in the mirror before and I have the potential to be really pretty. I wish I could just get a hold on some of these things that could help me. I am deathly afraid to go to the doctor tomorrow. My favorite item right now is my cherry throat spray. I wish I could just carve my throat out.