this is fact not fiction for the first time in years

[a_lonely_crow]

this entire week has just been one complete fuckfest. It's bad enough I'm dealing with unnecessary bullshit through registration and financial aid. On top of that, I had a paper due monday, presentations tuesday and wednesday, and I've got a huge BIO test in about five hours. My shitstorm only gets worse though, cause my girl thinks I'm not spending enough time with her and she says that she's confused. I don't understand it... I mean, I try to spend time with her, I really do, but between classes and work, I really don't have much time. Don't worry baby, it's alright I promise. There's something between us, I guarantee it. And, even though the idea of you graduating next spring and moving on scares me, I want to hold on to this. I want to cherish the time we spend together.

and when i see you
i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better
it picks you up and turns you around
turns you around, turns you around

if you feel discouraged
that there's a lack of color here
please don't worry lover
it's really bursting at the seems
absorbing everything
the spectrum's a to z

this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years
and the girls in every girlie magazine
can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone

to call at 7:03 and on your machine
I slur a plea for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have given you a reason to stay
given you a reason to stay (x3)

this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years