Once again
So here I am, at work again...on my day off. I switched with one of the guys I worked with so I could have tomorrow off. I didn't meet up with that guy, his name's Neal, but we're supposed to get together tomorrow. He really wants us to meet and well, so do I. He sounds like he's a great guy and is relationship oriented so how can I complain? My only concern is that he has a 5 year old son and well I generally don't get along with children. I'm not nowhere near ready to be a dad, or even a stepdad, hell I can't even handle being a big brother. So I'm concerned that something may go wrong with that but I'm keeping positive and telling myself every five minutes that it's going to work. I hope it works.
I finally got a haircut and a few new movies this week. I'm supposed to be going to Maine in a few days and I've been trying to save money which hasn't been working out for me at all. I spent more than I should have on stuff I don't need. I seriously think I need to get some kind of help. It's an addiction and I really can't stop buying things. I hate it. I guess it just takes time. I didn't blow my entire paycheck like I usually do, just some of it but I still am not going to have enough money to support someone for four days. Yeah, my friend's broke and the last time I went up there he paid for everything so this time I promised I'd take care of everything and now it looks like I'll have just enough money for the bus ride home. This sucks. It really sucks. I hate having no money, I hate spending money and I hate letting the ones I care about down. I'm probably going to get rid of my cell phone, I just don't see the point in having it anymore. No one ever calls me and the only time I use it is when I'm looking for a phone number or texting someone. Maybe I'll downgrade my plan or something, instead of 1500 minutes I'll go down to 1000 or so, maybe lower. It'll lower my bill and I'll be able to keep it without having to worry about spending close to $100 every month. Or I was thinking about switching to pre-paid. We'll see how things go and I'll make a decision once my contract's up.
I was thinking about getting a second job, anyone know anywhere that's looking for a part timer? Let me know. I'm not fussy and will take almost any job.
Ok well it's time for me to do some actual work at work so I'll talk with you all later.
TTFN
I finally got a haircut and a few new movies this week. I'm supposed to be going to Maine in a few days and I've been trying to save money which hasn't been working out for me at all. I spent more than I should have on stuff I don't need. I seriously think I need to get some kind of help. It's an addiction and I really can't stop buying things. I hate it. I guess it just takes time. I didn't blow my entire paycheck like I usually do, just some of it but I still am not going to have enough money to support someone for four days. Yeah, my friend's broke and the last time I went up there he paid for everything so this time I promised I'd take care of everything and now it looks like I'll have just enough money for the bus ride home. This sucks. It really sucks. I hate having no money, I hate spending money and I hate letting the ones I care about down. I'm probably going to get rid of my cell phone, I just don't see the point in having it anymore. No one ever calls me and the only time I use it is when I'm looking for a phone number or texting someone. Maybe I'll downgrade my plan or something, instead of 1500 minutes I'll go down to 1000 or so, maybe lower. It'll lower my bill and I'll be able to keep it without having to worry about spending close to $100 every month. Or I was thinking about switching to pre-paid. We'll see how things go and I'll make a decision once my contract's up.
I was thinking about getting a second job, anyone know anywhere that's looking for a part timer? Let me know. I'm not fussy and will take almost any job.
Ok well it's time for me to do some actual work at work so I'll talk with you all later.
TTFN