*deep breaths*
Ok, I'm a worrier by nature. I always have been. One of my very earliest memories was seeing stuff on the news about the Persian Gulf and being scared something would happen, like a war or something, and my parents would be in danger. I worry a lot about the people in my life. And now, my dad has shown me a place on his back that, given my medical education, has me really, really worried. I'm trying to calm myself down and tell myself that it could be nothing.... but it's not really working. I'm really scared. My dad is, like, the most important person in my life. Obviously I need for him to be around for a long time. I can't imagine what I would do if he couldn't meet my future children. I'm not being morbid; I'm just saying in general... I couldn't imagine that. I sent him an email just now reminding him to make a doctor's appointment ASAP. I'm not going to be able to relax until he has it biopsied and everything comes back ok.
aldfjaldfjaldfjk. I can't deal with this shit.