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so i started interning for dc comics several days ago. fun stuff. but not what i wanna do with myself in the future. i've thought about transfering from purchase and about where i might go. but all i know is i don't want to stay here right now. my parents keep wanting more from me and i keep wanting to give up everything i'm doing while i'm still young and i enjoy my life. well somewhat anyways. but things are pretty good, i'm feeling much better about things and part of me feels like i'm back in high school.
i feel more confident than i have in such a long time. work is going great. i get to see my friends all the time. my parents don't get on my case nearly so much. i'm doing well in school. and i got a blowjob on the xerox machine at work... and this time it was a girl. i'm communicating with cats like i never have before. i do science experiments more than ever now. and i feel like mariano duncan felt when he won the 1996 world series except i'm still in the regular season but things are looking quite good as far as this baseball analogy for something way much more serious goes.
there's a jehovah's witness that comes to visit me from time to time. he asks me why bad things happen to good people. and i said "because they're gonna get cool gifts from god, because he's white and owns everything" and he said "no, it's because you don't talk with god" and i said "yes i do talk to god and i ask god 'why don't you send more ladies to administer beej's ya heard?'" and he said "no, not like that, you need to read the bible" and i thought about religion and fate and what have you, and i really don't believe in jesus but i do think that if bad things happen that good things can happen just as easily too i guess, so i do think that it's fate when fucked up things happen and i accept it. eventhough i bitch and vent about it, it just what makes me feel better at the time about being god's cauffer or butler if you will. yeah i get fucked around but when god gives me that $20 tip, that's when things get good and i like being bitched and i accept it. that's where i think i am right now, but it's like a $5 tip but it might be $50 i haven't really checked. either way though it seems pretty rock and roll in my book.
i love analogies today.
i also love world cup soccer, that's not an analogy, that's fucking truth. brazil beat austrailia today. my dog lives to see another day.
i feel more confident than i have in such a long time. work is going great. i get to see my friends all the time. my parents don't get on my case nearly so much. i'm doing well in school. and i got a blowjob on the xerox machine at work... and this time it was a girl. i'm communicating with cats like i never have before. i do science experiments more than ever now. and i feel like mariano duncan felt when he won the 1996 world series except i'm still in the regular season but things are looking quite good as far as this baseball analogy for something way much more serious goes.
there's a jehovah's witness that comes to visit me from time to time. he asks me why bad things happen to good people. and i said "because they're gonna get cool gifts from god, because he's white and owns everything" and he said "no, it's because you don't talk with god" and i said "yes i do talk to god and i ask god 'why don't you send more ladies to administer beej's ya heard?'" and he said "no, not like that, you need to read the bible" and i thought about religion and fate and what have you, and i really don't believe in jesus but i do think that if bad things happen that good things can happen just as easily too i guess, so i do think that it's fate when fucked up things happen and i accept it. eventhough i bitch and vent about it, it just what makes me feel better at the time about being god's cauffer or butler if you will. yeah i get fucked around but when god gives me that $20 tip, that's when things get good and i like being bitched and i accept it. that's where i think i am right now, but it's like a $5 tip but it might be $50 i haven't really checked. either way though it seems pretty rock and roll in my book.
i love analogies today.
i also love world cup soccer, that's not an analogy, that's fucking truth. brazil beat austrailia today. my dog lives to see another day.