Dec 19, 2006 13:13
I FEEL LIKE IM BACK TO SQUARE ONE 8TH GRADE ALL OVER AGAIN WITH THE FIGHTING AND THE ARGUING ...ITS OLD NOW AND I CANT GET AROUND IT... SO I GOT A CAR FOR MY GOOD GRADES I GUESS AND I GET TO GO TO VENTURA FOR MY GOOD GRADES I GUESS AND AS U SAID I GOT THE PHONE I HAVE FOR MY GOOD GRADES...SO IF I DIDNT I WOULDNT HAVE ANY OF THAT...WELL ARENT U SOME SQUARES...WE HAVE IT MADE NOOOO MY FRIENDS HAVE IT MADE THEY GET TO GO OUT EVERY WEEKEND AND I HAVE TO PICK AND CHOOSE CUZ U WANT ME HOME BUT I DOTN WANNA BE HERE WAT DONT U GET ABOUT THAT I DONT WANNA BE AROUND U...I TRY AND DO WAT U SAY SO I CAN GET A LIL OF WAT I WANT BUT I HAVE NOTHIN COMPARED TO OTHER PPL I HANG OUT WITH WHO BY THE WAY THINK UR EVEN MORE A BIT OR SQUARES THAN I DO... U GIVE ME PAINS THAT I CANT GET RID OF AND ITS OVER WHELMING... AND I TRIED TO TALK ABOUT IT IN A CALM MANNER BUT IT ERUPTED OUT OF ME AND I DONT FEEL SORRY FOR U... YEA U WORK HARD UR SUPPOSE TO UR SUPPOSE TO WANT TO GIVE ME THINGS ANDMAKE ME HAPPY BUT IF I SOB AROUND THE HOUSE ALL DAY U DONT EVEN NOTICE AND WHEN IM AT HOME U DONT TALK TO ME UNLESS U WANT SOMETHING SO BEING AT HOME IS ONLY BENEFITTING U SO I HOPE UR ENJOYING URSELF....