five days after i hit the ground...

[a_lie_for_a_lie]

its nearing five o five a.m.
mouse in one hand. bud light in the other.
i look back to when i was sixteen.
five years ago.
pencil in one hand, abstenent, drug free in the other.
in complete honesty, i have no idea where this post is going.
in complete honesty, i really dont give a rats ass.
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my infatuation increases and increases everytime our lips touch.
its...
uncontrollable.
indescribeable.

you think you know, but you have no idea.